anything to make her smile (:
So tonight is my last night in wisconsin for the next 5 monts ill be in missouri. ive been so excited to leave up untill the point that me and melissa really stated to hit it off and since then ive been actually kinda dreading the day i leave. well just to think tomorrow is the day that i leave. since i wont have my phone most the time im gone we will be writing eachother one problem with that is her mom feels that we should not talk because im 19 and shes 17. well so were are going to still write but im going to be sending the letters to her best friend to give to her. i wasnt going to let one thing keep me from talking to the one special girl in my life. she means a lot to me for many reasons shes cute funny fun to talk to and i can talk to her about anything. so there is about 5 months that i will go without being able to see her or actually talk to her. im gonna miss skyping with here even if it was for only like 15 mins or like 2 and a half hours (:
she just needs to know ill miss her and ill be thinking about her the whole time im gone at basic and AIT
im gonna miss you melissa and your beautiful smile <3 (:
feelings for a person always come at the worst time for a reason. Not to throw you off but to test how far you will go to be with that one person, and show them how much they mean to you.
so in two days i leave for basic training for the army, my mos is MP. I dont think i could be much more excited to leave but i know that im more excited for when i come back, ill be able to see the one girl in my life that can make me smile like its nothing and shes beautiful (:. we have been skyping every night for the last week. Its one think i look forward to ever day. Thats mainly because we can talk about anything to everything and still i dont get bored when i talk to her. when im gone we are going to write letters to each other. Once i get back and we hang out i have a big surprise for her and she has no clue what it could be i just know shes going to like it. lastly theres nothing i want more then when i ask her to be my girlfiend and for her to say yes. <3 (:


